So last week I left Ector...A week before that I told my best friend Haylee that I moved and wasn't leaving. She thought I was. When I came to Ector on Tuesday she was shocked. She thought I had left. And so did almost everybody else!!! And they seemed upset that I was back! Like they were happy that I was gone. Why were they happy?? Oh yeah, maybe because everybody hates me. Even Haylee acted upset that I was back! Whatever happened to true friends? Obviously that doesn't exist anymore!
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What can I say about my sister? A lot actually. She can be a pain. But...Somehow....I love her...Somehow. She doesn't know what a big part of my life she is. I never tell her because she'd never believe me. She doesn't believe a lot of things...
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Hey, I know you hate me and all that. But why do you hate me? I never did anything to you. I've never even talked to you before. Those stupid rumors you hear doesn't mean they're true! Kay? So shut your stupid mouth a getting a fudging life! Thank you!
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We used to be so in love, so carefree, so unbreakable. Until you moved away, you met someone else. And told me it was over. You told me that you felt for her more than what you used to feel for me. You're giving your love to her, and finding more and more to give. So much love can never be contained in a human being. There will some a day when you have so much love, and only one way to give it to her. And then the next day she'll give it all back. And then you'll walk around with all your lov...

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I hate the way you don't see through my eyes. How you never care about my fragile feelings? I lose all my feeling for you. You're such a worthless player who never cared, who never wanted me anyways. I'm glad to be rid of you. Because my heart was once heavy, and now it feels so light that I could fly. But my question is...Do you even care that I've let you go? Do feel upset in any way. That you lost such a treasure...No? It figures. You could never feel before, why would you start now. You d...
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You left me in tears today. How could you, after all we've been through. The pain and torture. You're freaking out, I just know it...You've never acted this way before. You couldn't possibly mean what you've said. You can't possibly be telling the truth. Tell me you're lying, and come back inside my dear. Pick your bags up off the floor that you left as you stumbled down the hallway. Tell me that we're not finished. Undo what has been done. I'd give anything.

Put the gun down, and we can talk....
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I don't know why she hates me so much. I never did anything to her. I'm just myself and I get put-down for that. Mostly by this girl in my Theatre class. She's vicious. Always trying to ruin my life or make me cry. What did I ever do to deserve it? I'm not a mean person. I'm not a sinner. I personally live in H-E-DOUBLE HOCKYSTICKS!!!!
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So, here I am. Waiting to see if you really care. But hey, who really does. I'm just waiting to be free. Free from the drama, free from my personal Soap Opera. Free from everything. It seems like I have no reason to live. But then again, there's always a reason. There's a reason for the hate, for the crime. For the deaths of loved ones. For your personal hate, for your personal crimes. For the days you've died a little inside. I'm not trying to relate to you. And I honestly don't want you to ...
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