I feel like I should tell him how much I love him. He probably is certian of that by now though...I don't want him to be creeped out or anything. I want everything to stay the same. But everybody else knows, why wouldn't he know? I love him with all my heart. Even though love leads to heartbreak. And pain. And no one would care about that. No one seems to want to get thier own life and stop messing with mine. I don't care if he just wants us to be friends. At least things wouldn't be different. Maybe he wouldn't be creeped out...But should I really tell him. After everything that's happened...

Tomorrow's the last day of school. My last chance. My last chance to tell him how I feel. How strongly I feel. But it's already all out...So what do I have to lose?