I am not going to start naming who he is...And why. But I will say he makes me feel like I'm really here. That I'm not worthless. If not that, when he looks at me I melt. I'm not afraid...I wish I could tell him. I wish I could just walk up to him one day and grab him by the shoulders. And then kiss him. And maybe he wouldn't pull back. Maybe he would kiss me back. Maybe he would feel the same way...If only...