I had the worst day I could possibly imagine. Nothing else could have been worse in my life. I wished I could've been dead. I just wanted to die. I wanted to say good-bye to my best friend first though...I got on Facebook, hoping she would be on. She was. I messaged her, "Hey." A few minutes later she messaged back the same thing. Then I messaged her, "Good-bye." I knew she would be confused. She didn't message back. I figured she knew. I went into my room to cry. And then I called her, she answered it and she started telling me, "No, don't do it Erin! Your life is too precious to waste. It's not worth it!" I cried. Because deep down, I knew she was right.

We talked for awhile, she would've stayed up the whole night with me. She promised that she was coming to visit in July. To make sure I was still here on this Earth. I was right at the brink of suicide...And she saved my life. I have something to believe in again...I love you bestfriend!